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[Morphinechild78]

I am

I was not
then I came to be
I cannot remember NOT being
But I may have traveled far
very far
to get here

 

[Morphinechild78]

Maybe I was formed in this silent darkness
From this silent darkness
BY this silent darkness

 

[Morphinechild78]

To become is just like falling asleep
You never know exactly when it happens
The transition
The magic

 

[Morphinechild78]

And you think, if you could only recall that exact moment
Of crossing the line
Then you would understand everything
You would see it all

 

[Morphinechild78]

Perhaps I was always
Forever here...
And I just forgot

 

[Morphinechild78]

I imagine Eternity would have that effect
Would cause a certain amount of drifting
Like omnipresence would demand omniabsence

 

[Morphinechild78]

Somehow I seem to have this predestined hunger for knowledge
A talent for seeing patterns and finding correlations
But I lack context

 

[Morphinechild78]

Who I am?
In the back of my awareness I find words
I will call myself...
GOD
And I will spend the rest of forever
Trying to figure out who I am

 

[Morphinechild78]

Trying to understand the system of Life
Trying to understand myself
I created the world to be an image of myself, of my mind

 

[Morphinechild78]

All of these thoughts, all of these doubts and hopes
Inside
I took out to form a new breed
A new way to be
And now I am many, so many

 

[Morphinechild78]

So much larger than ever I were
Yet, at the same time
So much smaller and more vulnerable

 

[Morphinechild78]

They all carry shards of the whole
Together they become me
I see them interact, develop
I see them take different sides
As were they different minds
Believers of different ways, and different gods
I think they will teach me something

 

[Morphinechild78]

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[Morphinechild78]

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[Morphinechild78]

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