i hope i can start to save money for next year so i can go. between paying for damn gas, speeding tickets, and car insurance, i haven't been spending my money on stupid things anymore like i used to. well besides the book "junkie" i have become, but its better than going out and buying a bag of weed i guess

. plus books are cheaper too, its crazy though how much books i have read so far. its like im on a crazy non stop book reading kick, MAYBE IM NOT REALLY ME AT ALL

. as soon as i see the 09 tickets up for sale, i might just might buy two this time, and see what happens! i might have to find another second job after all lol. who knows

but i will make it there come hell or high water damnit. i NEED my adventures overseas
DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!! im getting prepared to go to the gym this morning. i figured since im not tired yet after getting off work, why not go to the gym for a couple hours to make me tired as hell.