untill now my life just sucked
nothing really good happened, or if something good happened it did not last, like my boyfriends, my "normal" friends, the airforce

well hell, i have never had a girlfriend at all, and all my friends would use me for one thing, to use my house to smoke their pot in. when i moved, they all would get caught, or find new friends, or kill themselves. oh well, for some odd reason though, this is the happiest i have ever been though![]()
and my 3rd boyfriend used me so he could say he had a girlfriend
my first boyfriend died, my 2nd boyfriend wanted to use me for sex, but I did not want sex so soon, so start spreading lies bout me and he took away all my friends while I was at home with pfeiffers disease, and my 3rd boyfriend used me so he could say he had a girlfriend
relations are overrated
, my problem has been wanting sex to soon, but i can hold off on it now, its not what makes a relationship work. well i gotta go for now. hope u start feeling better, 
and a big hug for ya. bye for now