250,000 before W:O:A 09!

[Lady_Wolf]

that sooner than I expected

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I sure hope this headache is over tomorrow

 

[Lady_Wolf]

how much did I spam today

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

he is not supportive to me at all, all he does is blame me for everything

and it hurts to get aware of that

even that hurts

*hugs*

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I just wish I had somebody here...

 

[Lady_Wolf]

to give me a real hug

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

but I can count my friends on 1 hand, and I always pick the wrong ones

maybe it is better that I spend my life alone

that way I can not get hurt anymore

I hate my life

I wonder if it is all worth it

why should I go on with this?

it is such a struggle

I used to be EXACTLY like that... I understand completely :]

 

[Lady_Wolf]

to talk to me and just hold me

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

to give me a real hug

wish I could, too :[

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I used to be EXACTLY like that... I understand completely :]

but used to be is the past, I still am, and I have been for years now

 

[Lady_Wolf]

and I do not have anybody right now

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

but used to be is the past, I still am, and I have been for years now

yea I know... my point is, it doesn't have to be like this.

 

[Lady_Wolf]

 

[Lady_Wolf]

yea I know... my point is, it doesn't have to be like this.

I have so much problems, I do not know where to start...

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

and I do not have anybody right now

maybe not irl, I can't confirm that... but here you do :]