Quark
Der Beste
it's just a phrase
a funny one though, true
For you it is, for "us" it's weird.
Weirdos
it's just a phrase
a funny one though, true
I'm off,kiddies.I'll be back tomorrow.Same bat-time.Same bat-channel.
Whats something that should not be said around turkish people?
actually you know something... my greatest 'fear' or whatever you want to call it about drinking isn't that I'll get hungover or crash a car or die or screw myself over in some way...
it's that nothing would happen... I'd have a great time with it... and keep drinking and partying. and I don't necessarily mean as in addiction.
...if that makes any sense
well the thing is... crap, maybe I shouldn't say this...
but part of me really wants to... just seems like a lot of fun
but then I'd either feel extremely guilty afterwards or screw my religion... neither of which I want
crap, you guys seem to think I'm like amazing or something, I don't know... but I'm not much different than you guys
you are the amazing super girl, didnt you get that memo yet???
danke, aber ich nicht
NOW my damn safari web browser decides to let me back in to here
200 posts to go for you people. Shouldn't be much of a deal I'm gonna lie down for a while against headache and backpain.... :/
well maybe its better if nobody is on.... i i dont feel to well.... in the head that is.... i think i may be psychotic in thought.... i just feel like things dont fit and i have no way to fix this shit. happy is still there, but the dark cloud of bad dreams and crazy thoughts looms over the horizon.... i just dunno what to do about it. i know it will help me in writing a book, something i have always wanted to do, but this kind of thinking makes me mad and angry. i feel the creative urge to get what's in there out, but i hope i can get it out in time before the happy me gets faded into the blackness of the space thats known as the rest of my brain. i would hate to be something that i dont want to be just to get the creativeness of that area out. this is helping me now to calm down and to quit thinking so much into it at the moment, but this cant be my only way to keep the thoughts at bay. well, now that i have all that out.... i forgot to mention a while back that i might consider writing a book and i think it might be a good book too but right now, its still in that dark thought process at the moment. thank god i had a fucked up life to create a good story of fictional thoughts that were once thoughts i had for real
later now, i shall be on my way off to bed