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[xforeverxmetalx]

I already made sure. Sent him a pm asking him to read back and apologising again. I seriously was mad, but I know that 808 is a great guy and I am not about to judge him for stuff. I'd just hope that he'd stop making fun of me or also Smoo now...

sounds good :]
and yea, I was really surprised way back when this started and he sounded like he was disrespecting Smoo's wishes, since that's nothing like how I knew him.
and I think he'll stop making fun of yo and Smoo, yea... Smoo stopped by a few days ago, and Adam talked normally to him... it was fun :]

 

[Sipyloidea]

well, me being drunk normally means that I am being a 100% honest. So my apology was an really honest one. I was also really drunk btw. when I told him to fuck off, which also I meant honestly, that doesn't mean that I doesn't love him and that I'm not sorry about fighting him. I was just really annoyed by him not getting my intention about not telling him he was wrong but only showing him, that Smoo didn't like that

shit, this is confusing XD

 

[Sipyloidea]

sounds good :]
and yea, I was really surprised way back when this started and he sounded like he was disrespecting Smoo's wishes, since that's nothing like how I knew him.
and I think he'll stop making fun of you and Smoo, yea... Smoo stopped by a few days ago, and Adam talked normally to him... it was fun :]

yea, I read it and I was really greatful for it...

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

well, me being drunk normally means that I am being a 100% honest. So my apology was an really honest one. I was also really drunk btw. when I told him to fuck off, which also I meant honestly, that doesn't mean that I doesn't love him and that I'm not sorry about fighting him. I was just really annoyed by him not getting my intention about not telling him he was wrong but only showing him, that Smoo didn't like that

ah I see, can understand that too.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

shit, this is confusing XD

I knew what you meant

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yea, I read it and I was really greatful for it...

yep... was cool too, since Smoo doesn't show up too often.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

and anyway of course I never talked to him like that... even without the swearing

 

[Sipyloidea]

ah I see, can understand that too.

Also meaning that I was a 100% honest about saying that you'd be the perfect daughter and that your parents should be greatful. I already had a fight with my parents btw. telling them that you couldn'd wish for a better child than you are and my parents told I couldn't see a partent's perspective... of course I can't but I am still deeply honoring you for your life and behaviour and I am still thinking your parents should start being thankful for you!

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

that was intense, though... LC even left
it's tricky mediating between friends

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

Also meaning that I was a 100% honest about saying that you'd be the perfect daughter and that your parents should be greatful. I already had a fight with my parents btw. telling them that you couldn'd wish for a better child than you are and my parents told I couldn't see a partent's perspective... of course I can't but I am still deeply honoring you for your life and behaviour and I am still thinking your parents should start being thankful for you!

you fought with your parents over me?
hm, maybe I shouldn't be such a 'perfect child', as you see it...
thanks though, means a lot :]

 

[Sipyloidea]

I knew what you meant

that's nice to hear indeed

yep... was cool too, since Smoo doesn't show up too often.

I know, I was so happy about it (until I read 808's comment on you saying "brutal" )

and anyway of course I never talked to him like that... even without the swearing

well, I did. And I did talk to him a lot on webcam and I did have him in my place for a while and I just don't want to have any harm happening to him because I really love him just like all of you of course

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

unstable forum tonight...

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

that's nice to hear indeed

I know, I was so happy about it (until I read 808's comment on you saying "brutal" )

well, I did. And I did talk to him a lot on webcam and I did have him in my place for a while and I just don't want to have any harm happening to him because I really love him just like all of you of course

yea... though 'brutal' isn't just Smoo's word, I like to use it too sometimes [like then]
I know, like I said, you were just defending a friend :]

 

[Sipyloidea]

you fought with your parents over me?
hm, maybe I shouldn't be such a 'perfect child', as you see it...
thanks though, means a lot :]

yea, I did fight my parents over you and I'd still say rightly! I am sure that your parents aren't greatful enough for what they have, just because of their prejudges against Metal. You're such a wonderful and integre person and they just won't see it. Don't let them get you down, you know that you're better, Metal or not. You know yourself, what Metal actually means. It doesn't matter for religion or anything... I'd be greatfull for a daughter like you

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yea, I did fight my parents over you and I'd still say rightly! I am sure that your parents aren't greatful enough for what they have, just because of their prejudges against Metal. You're such a wonderful and integre person and they just won't see it. Don't let them get you down, you know that you're better, Metal or not. You know yourself, what Metal actually means. It doesn't matter for religion or anything... I'd be greatfull for a daughter like you

well I wouldn't say they're ungrateful to me at all... they just seem like it sometimes
honestly I think they love me and etc., but conflicts like that get in the way of them showing it.