Alrek schrieb:
Think yourself lucky you have access to beer at all.
Not really lucky at all, it's the way of life.
I had difficulties as well when underage, you need to deal with it or not have any. Very simple.
I can understand you're frustrated about not being able to drink, but if it's the laws of your country, there's not much to be done about it. Try getting it anyways or be without.
Ask your parents to get you some, say you want to try the taste of it but you want to do it under their roof if you loose control. Works with soe parents. Though I don't know yours of course, so might be a shitty idea.
What I'm trying to say is, wait at least until you've tasted a few beers, tried getting drunk a few times. It's not certain you'll like beer just because you think you do. And it's not sure you'll like being drunk or you'll be able to control it.