25.000 before W:O:A 2006

[Carpathian_Wolf]

I don't know. I just feel the urge to change my life.

Dont you need to be alive to do that?

 

[Zombi]

hmm........................but that isn't easy when you don't even know in what way to change it.

well, the end product would be to avoid this constant depression so I see 3 options.

1. go to a doctor (boring)
2. commit suicide (boring)
3. do something totally different where I actually end up enjoying myself (interesting)

and I always prefer interesting things to boring things

hmm... it seems I let some personal information out in this post... oh well, i suppose everyone in a while I'm allowed to...

 

[Kate McGee]

well, the end product would be to avoid this constant depression so I see 3 options.

1. go to a doctor (boring)
2. commit suicide (boring)
3. do something totally different where I actually end up enjoying myself (interesting)

and I always prefer interesting things to boring things

hmm... it seems I let some personal information out in this post... oh well, i suppose everyone in a while I'm allowed to...

you are......

hmm........what could you do then..........

 

[Kate McGee]

Dont you need to be alive to do that?

I never thought of that. That might be a problem.

 

[Zombi]

Wolfie raises an interesting point...

*checks pulse*

ok...called it a deathstyle change...

 

[Kate McGee]

Wolfie raises an interesting point...

*checks pulse*

ok...called it a deathstyle change...

anyway............you must be able to do something.......

 

[Zombi]

anyway............you must be able to do something.......

yeah, but it seems I'm kinda stuck in my current situation for a while.

the first line of your sig just struck a chord with me

 

[Kate McGee]

yeah, but it seems I'm kinda stuck in my current situation for a while.

the first line of your sig just struck a chord with me

yeah, that line is great! but I've got the same problem, it seems.......just having that line in the sig isn't enough. Been keeping that line since the day I went into this forum. And nothing, nothing has changed.



Oh, that's wrong. Some things have changed indeed. but not the things I always wanted to change.

 

[Zombi]

but not the things I always wanted to change.

those never seem to change, do they? life is very static in the background.

 

[Zombi]

I say let's just go caterwauling through the highlands for a while

 

[Kate McGee]

I say let's just go caterwauling through the highlands for a while

cater-what? *looks up the word*

but highlands sounds great!

 

[Zombi]

cater-what? *looks up the word*

but highlands sounds great!

http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=caterwauling

of course, the caterwauling isn't necessary

 

[Kate McGee]

those never seem to change, do they? life is very static in the background.

guess that's a matter of personality as well. You can't simply change a lot and be a totally different person. And you only notice the negative points in your life...which are hard to change...so this is kind of static, yeah.

 

[Zombi]

guess that's a matter of personality as well. You can't simply change a lot and be a totally different person. And you only notice the negative points in your life...which are hard to change...so this is kind of static, yeah.

I'm not trying to become a totally different person. I'm just trying to be happy and it's not working at the moment

 

[Kate McGee]

http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=caterwauling

of course, the caterwauling isn't necessary

yeah, highlands would be enough..................




oh damn, I miss Scotland...................exactly five years ago around this time I was there.........