250K part 2

[xforeverxmetalx]

really bad things kris... sometimes i think that people like to make fun of me on purpose, like playing with my feelings and stuff like that... it really hurts.

*hugs*
but yea... some people are just like that I guess

 

[DarkCapricorn]

*hugs*
but yea... some people are just like that I guess

yeah... that's why i don't like to show my feelings ever to someone... i feel like betrayed after a few time.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yeah... that's why i don't like to show my feelings ever to someone... i feel like betrayed after a few time.

yea I know what you mean... you just have to be really careful with that until you find someone you can trust and open up to.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

yea I know what you mean... you just have to be really careful with that until you find someone you can trust and open up to.

it's not that easy for me... and that's the problem. i feel like i'm never good enough. others are always better and always do the right thing and the right moves. i guess i'm just nothing after all...

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

it's not that easy for me... and that's the problem. i feel like i'm never good enough. others are always better and always do the right thing and the right moves. i guess i'm just nothing after all...

well I never said it was easy... took me years but you're not nothing, don't think that... everyone has difficulties, doesn't make you a bad person.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

well I never said it was easy... took me years but you're not nothing, don't think that... everyone has difficulties, doesn't make you a bad person.

sometimes i think i'm really am... and sometimes i think that the ones around think the same about me when i hear somethings that i don't like.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

sometimes i think i'm really am... and sometimes i think that the ones around think the same about me when i hear somethings that i don't like.

well if anyone thinks that about you... they're not worth it anyway, sooo don't care about what they think.

 

[Quark]

sometimes i think i'm really am... and sometimes i think that the ones around think the same about me when i hear somethings that i don't like.

Kris's right!
Don't deny yourself! Don't UNDERESTIMATE yourself either.
Everybody has his/her things he/she is best at and has different qualities.

You too! Regardless of what others may (or may not) say.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

well if anyone thinks that about you... they're not worth it anyway, sooo don't care about what they think.

i wish i could be that easy kris... was someone that was very dearly to me that dishearted my feelings with words. like if i didn't feel nothing... it sucks when you can't show clearly to others when you care.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

i wish i could be that easy kris... was someone that was very dearly to me that dishearted my feelings with words. like if i didn't feel nothing... it sucks when you can't show clearly to others when you care.

well showing you care isn't too hard... just as long as you talk to them and are honest about your feelings and are serious about it, anyone should be able to understand that. if not... well that's their problem.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

Kris's right!
Don't deny yourself! Don't UNDERESTIMATE yourself either.
Everybody has his/her things he/she is best at and has different qualities.

You too! Regardless of what others may (or may not) say.

i guess i don't trust in my feelings as much as i should... but thanks for the words anyway

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

i guess i don't trust in my feelings as much as i should... but thanks for the words anyway

how can you not trust in your feelings?

 

[DarkCapricorn]

well showing you care isn't too hard... just as long as you talk to them and are honest about your feelings and are serious about it, anyone should be able to understand that. if not... well that's their problem.

i don't know if it's their problem or my problem... anyway... i'm in just one of those days that i can't know what it's right or wrong... maybe during the next i can make up my mind about this matter. until then... i still have lots of doubts about myself and others.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

i don't know if it's their problem or my problem... anyway... i'm in just one of those days that i can't know what it's right or wrong... maybe during the next i can make up my mind about this matter. until then... i still have lots of doubts about myself and others.

well good luck with it then :] sounds complicated, hope you can sort it out.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

how can you not trust in your feelings?

because when i start to like someone... someone hurts me. and then... i start to doubt my feelings.