250K part 2

[Rufus]

Sorry, I disagree with you.
Let's put myself in a situation I could have my eyes operated so I can see normally. I'd refuse. Same reason, I'm afraid of losing my sight.

(not the best comparison, I know, but the idea is the same. And @Rufus, I'm sighted, meannig I do not see well, but I can see)

well, I know many people do believe in fear...I don't but I can understand some kinds of fear (others are just ignorance)

 

[agresionpower]

about one hour to go.

 

[Quark]

well, I know many people do believe in fear...I don't but I can understand some kinds of fear (others are just ignorance)

It's not a question of fear as fear of operation, it's more fear of what might happen after it.

BTW, I'm also afraid to see "normally" as well, since I've never seen like I do now.
And I'm so used to it....

(like I said before, not the best comparison)

 

[Quark]

about one hour to go.

3 kwartier nog...

 

[agresionpower]

3 kwartier nog...

ja jij wel

 

[Rufus]

I'm talking about visiting Ap this weekend. I'm going to do the job in any case

Did I annoy you? sorry

 

[Rufus]

Uhm, I am normally going out on barefeet everyday, when it's warm enough. Not ususally especially going out at saturday evening though

anyhow, when you go out for dinner/drink, you go out barefooted, don't you?

 

[Quark]

ja jij wel

Niet zagen, jij bent eerder thuis!

 

[Sipyloidea]

well, I know many people do believe in fear...I don't but I can understand some kinds of fear (others are just ignorance)

I don't believe in not believing in certain emotions. They're part of life and really important for me.

And yes, I find it threatening, if I am lying in a weird position with some big guy grabbing my limbs, putting one knee at the table and then moving my body that brutally that my whole spine cracks along. I don't mind if you consider that wrong or not, but I can't help being afraid of painful procedures that can endager your health if the doctor fucks it up.

 

[Sipyloidea]

anyhow, when you go out for dinner/drink, you go out barefooted, don't you?

I am not obsessed about walking barefoot. I just do it whenever I feel like it, but not always. I wouldn't mind though if that's what you mean.

 

[Rufus]

I don't believe in not believing in certain emotions. They're part of life and really important for me.

well, life is a matter of different opinions

 

[Sipyloidea]

Did I annoy you? sorry

Not necessarily. I just can't stand it when people tell me to do more than I dare myself to do. You don't know how I feel and how fucked up I am atm. Don't tell me it was that easy if I behaved differently, I am just behaving the way I still can. But I am really "tired" atm.

 

[Rufus]

I am not obsessed about walking barefoot. I just do it whenever I feel like it, but not always. I wouldn't mind though if that's what you mean.

well for me it's a lifestyle, I always feel like it.

 

[Sipyloidea]

well for me it's a lifestyle, I always feel like it.

Doesn't mean I have to feel the same about it, does it?

 

[Rufus]

Not necessarily. I just can't stand it when people tell me to do more than I dare myself to do. You don't know how I feel and how fucked up I am atm. Don't tell me it was that easy if I behaved differently, I am just behaving the way I still can. But I am really "tired" atm.

well I know it's not nice to make speeches...it's easy when in my position, I really do them trying to help people, but sometimes I lose the limit in pushing...so, sorry, I didn't meant to hurt you...Hugs