250,000 before W:O:A 09!

[DarkCapricorn]

pretty good... last full day of school of the semester, yay
you?

fine... but a bit depressed... i've told yesterday why. counting down the days for season break?

 

[Sipyloidea]

well yea true, but I just mean like your general feelings about it.

I don't wanna change my feelings about it because then I let him screw me over again. I am trying to do him a favour and then it feels like he's using that to controll me. Not gonna let him do that anymore.

 

[Sipyloidea]

how's that?

I hate all this talking about everything's gonna get better and be nice and stuff. There's things that can not be said and that are always gonna bother me and I don't want everybody to pamper me with nice words that mean nothing. Btw. I feel a bit like it wasn't that complicated to make it right and I just suck too much to do that.

 

[DarkCapricorn]

you read back now too?

yeah... try to get something to piss you off

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

fine... but a bit depressed... i've told yesterday why. counting down the days for season break?

yea... hope you feel better :]
and of course

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

I don't wanna change my feelings about it because then I let him screw me over again. I am trying to do him a favour and then it feels like he's using that to controll me. Not gonna let him do that anymore.

well whatever works.

 

[Quark]

within pregancy? NEVER! For an unborn baby alcohol is pure toxic... and I don't think anyone tried yet

Don't kill the messenger! It's hear-say!
I've got no proof whatsoever!
(and I will never get pregnant either)

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

I hate all this talking about everything's gonna get better and be nice and stuff. There's things that can not be said and that are always gonna bother me and I don't want everybody to pamper me with nice words that mean nothing. Btw. I feel a bit like it wasn't that complicated to make it right and I just suck too much to do that.

yea, I can understand that...
but I don't say things just because... I mean everything I say...
it's not impossible for you to make things right... maybe extremely difficult, and very unlikely, but not impossible.
what do you mean though, you suck too much to do what?

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yeah... try to get something to piss you off

oh I see

 

[Quark]

What????

 

[Sipyloidea]

yea, I can understand that...
but I don't say things just because... I mean everything I say...
it's not impossible for you to make things right... maybe extremely difficult, and very unlikely, but not impossible.
what do you mean though, you suck too much to do what?

to do it right

 

[Sipyloidea]

feels like my old temper is back -.- Probably just a temporary thing though. I'm not gonna give my try to change that up. But probably I just need this time by time.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yea, I can understand that...
but I don't say things just because... I mean everything I say...
it's not impossible for you to make things right... maybe extremely difficult, and very unlikely, but not impossible.
what do you mean though, you suck too much to do what?

and btw I never said everything's going to be fine... I can't promise that...
all I meant was, it could be.

 

[Sipyloidea]

and btw I never said everything's going to be fine... I can't promise that...
all I meant was, it could be.

The thing is that when you tell me it's possible, it feels like not the situation is wrong but only me and my feelings. That's what I meant by I suck...

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

feels like my old temper is back -.- Probably just a temporary thing though. I'm not gonna give my try to change that up. But probably I just need this time by time.

probably :]