and I want to talk to him bout his mom, coz I know he is worried about her (she might have breast cancer) but he does not like talking about that stuff
if he doesn't like talking about it, you should respect that. That might help him more. He'll come to you, if he needs to talk.
I wanted to be there for him
Just tell him you won't bother him with it, if he doesn't want to talk, but that you'll be there anytime, that he wants to.
why do I want that? Because I care for him
even though it does not seem to be the other way around
I guess he does care. Didn't you just tell yesterday, that he said he'd you change, so you'll have a better life?
somehow I care for people and think about others a lot (like sending a card when somebody is sick, and stuff like that) but they all forget about me
well, that's small things that others might just not think of. I know that myself. But I guess if it was serious, you will have some people you can rely on.