250,000 before W:O:A 09!

[gee jay]

that is not the people that I hang out with, total strangers tell me I am ugly, or when I am in Amersfoort (city next to where I live) I get laughed at or called names.

Laugh back at them. I find that gets them pissed off the most !!

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I do not even know what to say there, Hi I am Marion, I do not have friends

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I am just hopeless

 

[gee jay]

I am just hopeless

nonsense...

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I wanna talk to my friend, but I do not know what to say

 

[Lady_Wolf]

nonsense...

no its not, I am not social at all, I do not know how to make friends, I do not know how to start a conversation

 

[gee jay]

Maybe just a little awkward in social situations. When I moved to a new neighborhood..8-9 years ago, I went to the local pub/bar and just sat there by myself and said nothing except to order drinks for a year. Before I figured out who to talk to...

 

[gee jay]

I have always had a small group of friends. ( single digit )
I had problems talking to people as well..
Now , I don't care what people think of me and I can talk to anybody. Except now I find a lot of people to be idiots....

 

[Lady_Wolf]

at the air force my entire class disliked me

 

[gee jay]

at the air force my entire class disliked me

jealous of you maybe ?
Metalheads and Military don't really mix all that well.

 

[Lady_Wolf]

nobody thinks much of me

 

[gee jay]

nobody thinks much of me

I like you
People here like you .

 

[Lady_Wolf]

jealous of you maybe ?
Metalheads and Military don't really mix all that well.

they were all totally different I had no connection with any of them, and the fact that I speak my mind, and have trouble leading the class, made them dislike me I think

one time the entire class went out for dinner, and I was the only one not there coz I was not invited
I knew there were plans of eating out somewhere, but nobody informed me on where and when

 

[Lady_Wolf]

I like you
People here like you .

but I need friends here, who can gimme a hug when I need it, who tell me that I have good sides as well, who tell me that I am a good friend

 

[gee jay]

they were all totally different I had no connection with any of them, and the fact that I speak my mind, and have trouble leading the class, made them dislike me I think

one time the entire class went out for dinner, and I was the only one not there coz I was not invited
I knew there were plans of eating out somewhere, but nobody informed me on where and when

That's brutal.