100K in 100 DAYS before WOA:08!!

[Smoo_lord]

i feel fat after this week

 

[808Metal]

I also lost a lot of friends from this girl.. as we were in the same group of friends sort of, and i couldnt bear to be around her

yep same here. And I was close to her brothers, and got along well with her mom and dad, it all came to an end when we broke up. Ended more than one relationship for me as well so I completely know what you mean.

 

[Smoo_lord]

Same here. I lost friends, because they still more stand to his side and because many lost respect of me (not of him though weirdly). I think it's this society thing: I am a slut, he's a hero, though we did the very same thing

yeah, that blows then.

especially at times like that, you need your friends most

in the end, i told them all to get fucked and they were spineless

made new friends

 

[808Metal]

Like you said adam, Its hard to put into words yes


but at the moment im quite happy being single, sure it sux sometimes, but its what i know


friends are getting married. having kids etc

Well there's pros and cons in both sides of it. But I think that's great, be happy in your situation, there's nothing wrong with being single. At times I envy my single friends for their freedom, not that I'd trade what I have to be single.

 

[Sipyloidea]

Like you said adam, Its hard to put into words yes


but at the moment im quite happy being single, sure it sux sometimes, but its what i know


friends are getting married. having kids etc

On the one hand I'm being happy being single. And it's not like I'd be missing anything. I still have my "relationships". On the other hand I can't figure out about my (or the others) feelings in those relationships which makes me very insecure. I don't want to hurt anyone.

That's on one hand the good but the bad thing for me. I experienced it with 16 so I'm still very young and have no pressure to find someone yet. On the other hand I couldn't really start out living my love-life in a nice way

 

[Smoo_lord]

yep same here. And I was close to her brothers, and got along well with her mom and dad, it all came to an end when we broke up. Ended more than one relationship for me as well so I completely know what you mean.

yeah, just like taken a whole chunk of your life away.

although, her brother hated me

parents loved me, they would invite me round for dinner, even when she wasnt there

 

[808Metal]

But if I don't feel as victim, I'll blame myself and make me suffer. I spent actually lots of time to convince myself being a victim, to make it end. What would you suggest instead?

Not victim as much as just a normal loving person who gave her heart to the wrong guy, a guy who did not appreciate what he had. It's more a growing experience, consider it a lesson, like you were a student who learned a challenging but valuable lesson.

 

[808Metal]

i feel fat after this week

I'll feel fat after tomorrow night. buffet dinner.

 

[Smoo_lord]

Oh the mooring this morning was cool, i was there for 15 mins and got paid $85.90


although i was very tired.. i had 3 hrs sleep. so when i got home, i slept all day

 

[808Metal]

Same here. I lost friends, because they still more stand to his side and because many lost respect of me (not of him though weirdly). I think it's this society thing: I am a slut, he's a hero, though we did the very same thing

yeah it's weird but just say fuck it, to hell with those people, they should not judge you, they were not in the relationship with you. People can just be assholes sometime, like we said earlier.

 

[Sipyloidea]

Not victim as much as just a normal loving person who gave her heart to the wrong guy, a guy who did not appreciate what he had. It's more a growing experience, consider it a lesson, like you were a student who learned a challenging but valuable lesson.

That's maybe the right idea. But pitily I can't really get rid of that committer or victim question... it's something unconciousness

I'll feel fat after tomorrow night. buffet dinner.

I'll feel fat after this weekend: Two BBQs

 

[Smoo_lord]

I'll feel fat after tomorrow night. buffet dinner.

i have been naughty, Drinking lots, and eating much

heheh

 

[808Metal]

yeah, just like taken a whole chunk of your life away.

although, her brother hated me

parents loved me, they would invite me round for dinner, even when she wasnt there

wow! That's cool that you had such a good relationship with them.

 

[808Metal]

Oh the mooring this morning was cool, i was there for 15 mins and got paid $85.90


although i was very tired.. i had 3 hrs sleep. so when i got home, i slept all day

sounds rough

 

[Sipyloidea]

yeah it's weird but just say fuck it, to hell with those people, they should not judge you, they were not in the relationship with you. People can just be assholes sometime, like we said earlier.

Yea, but it's still weird giving them up. They have been the first friends I had since I got out of elementary. And I have problems making new friends. The only persons I can "escape" to at the moment are you guys..