100K in 100 DAYS before WOA:08!!

[Sipyloidea]

my ex bf even went around and tell my "friends" that I think they are stupid etc, and they believed him... So I guess I do not leave much of an impression....

yea, I kinda sometimes get the impression that you don't really care about us, so that would probably be a reason why I would believe it if someone told you were thinking bad stuff of us. Can't really tell why though. But as far as I know you I like you a lot and I'm going to find out about you myself

and I am always afraid that people think bad of me, which also results in me staying on the background etc.

would probably be kinda nice if you were more trustful towards us, that's the only thing I am missing at you

 

[Quark]

yea ok then why have you been suspended?

we found a nice girl yesterday and took it home and the four of us had lots of fun all night

you're gonna like us! *hugs*

? (to the "it")
She will.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

Mooien, all!!!

moin

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

well to me it does, I can count my friends on 1 hand, and that kinda hurts

I had a fight with one of those friends coz he is always telling me how cool or great or pretty other people are, but never say stuff like that about me to me. And that stuff makes me insecure, and I already am very insecure.
I got picked on from like the age of 7 up to now. People always think I am weird, I even had total strangers tell me that I am disgustingly ugly...

yea I can understand that, from experience.
people kinda left me alone after I turned metal though

 

[Sipyloidea]

I do not impress people enough to even consider askin what I think about stuff, or that people would want to stay in touch


do have to say, those friends of my ex would never really be my friends, they are too different, but it does hurt to find stuff like that out...

I know that... *hugs* Got the same thing

suspended?
lol wow, you just picked up someone you didn't even know?!

nah, I do know her, but Ap and Smoo didn't.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

yea, I kinda sometimes get the impression that you don't really care about us, so that would probably be a reason why I would believe it if someone told you were thinking bad stuff of us. Can't really tell why though. But as far as I know you I like you a lot and I'm going to find out about you myself

would probably be kinda nice if you were more trustful towards us, that's the only thing I am missing at you

well she's said before that she's been hurt and therefore doesn't trust others much... which I can understand perfectly, I used to be just like that.

 

[Lady_Wolf]

yea, I kinda sometimes get the impression that you don't really care about us, so that would probably be a reason why I would believe it if someone told you were thinking bad stuff of us. Can't really tell why though. But as far as I know you I like you a lot and I'm going to find out about you myself

would probably be kinda nice if you were more trustful towards us, that's the only thing I am missing at you

that is the entire point, I have been screwed over several times by people I thought where my friends. One time it was by the guy who I thought was my boyfriend, and one time by the guy I considered my best friend...

I am afraid that stuff like that will happen again, that is why I am also kinda "closed"

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

nah, I do know her, but Ap and Smoo didn't.

ah okay.

 

[Sipyloidea]

? (to the "it")
She will.

I was thinking of the german "girl" with is neutrum so it would be "das" -> "it"

btw reite nicht auf jeder Kleinigkeit rum, das nervt

 

[Sipyloidea]

well she's said before that she's been hurt and therefore doesn't trust others much... which I can understand perfectly, I used to be just like that.

that is the entire point, I have been screwed over several times by people I thought where my friends. One time it was by the guy who I thought was my boyfriend, and one time by the guy I considered my best friend...

I am afraid that stuff like that will happen again, that is why I am also kinda "closed"

yea, I can understand

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

that is the entire point, I have been screwed over several times by people I thought where my friends. One time it was by the guy who I thought was my boyfriend, and one time by the guy I considered my best friend...

I am afraid that stuff like that will happen again, that is why I am also kinda "closed"

well, maybe it will... chances are, it probably will, actually.
but there's more to gain by trusting people... you trust them, they trust you, and you become close, and form all kinds of memories together.
sometimes they let you down, but that's just part of life... you have to take risks. otherwise, what's the point?

 

[Quark]

yea I can understand that, from experience.
people kinda left me alone after I turned metal though

Nothing new here. (though I'm a guy ok)

well to me it does, I can count my friends on 1 hand, and that kinda hurts

I had a fight with one of those friends coz he is always telling me how cool or great or pretty other people are, but never say stuff like that about me to me. And that stuff makes me insecure, and I already am very insecure.
I got picked on from like the age of 7 up to now. People always think I am weird, I even had total strangers tell me that I am disgustingly ugly...

Well, you know me, as ugly/pretty as you may be, you're nice! And I like you as you are. Puntje aan het lijntje.

 

[Lady_Wolf]

but the worst one was: finding out that somebody pretended to be my friend so she could "dump" me like a piece of dirt...

 

[Quark]

yea, I kinda sometimes get the impression that you don't really care about us, so that would probably be a reason why I would believe it if someone told you were thinking bad stuff of us. Can't really tell why though. But as far as I know you I like you a lot and I'm going to find out about you myself

would probably be kinda nice if you were more trustful towards us, that's the only thing I am missing at you

Friendship has to be build.
But we'll manage this weekend!

Oh, I LOOK FORWARD TO IT!!!

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

Well, you know me, as ugly/pretty as you may be, you're nice! And I like you as you are. Puntje aan het lijntje.

exactly... that's a true friend right there.
and I'm [extremely] insecure about my appearance as well... but I don't let it stop me.