250K part 2

[Rufus]

I just don't like this whole dressing up stuff in general. Neither for men nor for girls. I just really don't appreciate it and it feels to me as if the guy only likes the clothes but not the person

this is just the case of MACHO men...not normal guys I think

 

[agresionpower]

Dunno, I just don't like that thought. Like that one time when I was dressed up for Halloween and you told me I looked hot and really pretty with the make-up I felt actually more hurt than flattered... :/

I'm sorry for that

 

[agresionpower]

I'm sorry for that

but I didn't mean that normally you don't or anything...
but with this outfit you looked very self convident, and that was what I liked to most actually.

 

[Sipyloidea]

but I didn't mean that normally you don't or anything...
but with this outfit you looked very self convident, and that was what I liked to most actually.

Isn't it any selfconfident to wear what I like though everyone else would expect a girl to walk around in a skirt and pink fluffy jacket?

Anyways, you've just never fallen for me that much when I was just the way I am. I found that sad. Whatever you saw in me, that wasn't me.

 

[cyber999]

the guy only likes the clothes but not the person

no, the person is also very important

 

[cyber999]

this is just the case of MACHO men...not normal guys I think

yeah i think youre right

 

[Sipyloidea]

Anyways, I don't want you give you the feeling it wasn't alright to like that kind of stuff or whatever. There's many girls that like dressing up so you shouldn't keep your likings for yourself. I just wasn't the right person for it I guess. I did it to do you a favour but I didn't like it and I actually felt insecure and disappointed by it a lot

 

[agresionpower]

Isn't it any selfconfident to wear what I like though everyone else would expect a girl to walk around in a skirt and pink fluffy jacket?

Anyways, you've just never fallen for me that much when I was just the way I am. I found that sad. Whatever you saw in me, that wasn't me.

I'm not saying you normally didn't look selfconvident.

and I don't know about the last part, I think I've been to busy with my own mental state.
And that because of that I didn't let you be who you are, I wish I could change that, but things that have happend can't be changed anymore.
I just hope that in the future you can be who you are if you are around me.
and if you get the feeling that I'm blocking that in any way, please tell me.

 

[agresionpower]

Anyways, I don't want you give you the feeling it wasn't alright to like that kind of stuff or whatever. There's many girls that like dressing up so you shouldn't keep your likings for yourself. I just wasn't the right person for it I guess. I did it to do you a favour but I didn't like it and I actually felt insecure and disappointed by it a lot

yeah I guess later on I didn't really care about the dressing up part though.
I enjoyed other moments better.
like watching the birds together through the kitchen window.
I really enjoyed that moment.

 

[cyber999]

Anyways, I don't want you give you the feeling it wasn't alright to like that kind of stuff or whatever. There's many girls that like dressing up so you shouldn't keep your likings for yourself. I just wasn't the right person for it I guess. I did it to do you a favour but I didn't like it and I actually felt insecure and disappointed by it a lot

well i respect that, and i dont want that you think that i only care about the look, cuz i dont. i was just saying the kind of clothes that i enjoy the most.

 

[agresionpower]

well i respect that, and i dont want that you think that i only care about the look, cuz i dont. i was just saying the kind of clothes that i enjoy the most.

yeah same here, but I think she got that point

 

[agresionpower]

but for now I'm trying to focus on my work again.. this talking is stressing me out more then I can handle next to my work atm.

 

[Sipyloidea]

I'm not saying you normally didn't look selfconvident.

and I don't know about the last part, I think I've been to busy with my own mental state.
And that because of that I didn't let you be who you are, I wish I could change that, but things that have happend can't be changed anymore.
I just hope that in the future you can be who you are if you are around me.
and if you get the feeling that I'm blocking that in any way, please tell me.

well yea, I would have wanted to tell you a lot before but usually you always stressed out if I was having the least of doubt against your behaviour.... so I always had to take care of you even if I was mad at certain things... you never really left me the chance to be honest because of your issues...

I guess that's also why I tended to 'explode' on you time by time

 

[cyber999]

but for now I'm trying to focus on my work again.. this talking is stressing me out more then I can handle next to my work atm.

sorry guys i think i started everything, my bad

 

[Sipyloidea]

yeah same here, but I think she got that point

well I still don't agree on it though