100K in 100 DAYS before WOA:08!!

[Sipyloidea]

but you get so much more from the forum than video games... here we're actually meeting people from all over the world and becoming really close. ;]

In wow they are actually doing so too. Still I don't like it

 

[agresionpower]

no money

so why don't you rob somebody?

 

[Sipyloidea]

no money

you really need to get a job

 

[agresionpower]

In wow they are actually doing so too. Still I don't like it

yeah that's how I med a lot of people from jespers/stefans guild...

 

[agresionpower]

you really need to get a job

or start to give "jobs"

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

Well, I don't know your past of course, but you didn't have this "he ripped my heart out" experience yet I guess. Trust me, it changes you... (just read Smoo's and Adam's comments on it).

you do already It's not really the same though, but I'm glad I have you

I know, it really does, and you can't deny that. true, it's not much of a similar situation... all I'm saying is, I know where you're coming from with that whole "I feel like it's an unconscious sort of thing".
thanks, no problem :]

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

In wow they are actually doing so too. Still I don't like it

I'm with you there.

so why don't you rob somebody?

you really need to get a job

I know...

 

[Sipyloidea]

I know, it really does, and you can't deny that. true, it's not much of a similar situation... all I'm saying is, I know where you're coming from with that whole "I feel like it's an unconscious sort of thing".
thanks, no problem :]

I have no idea, if it is. But the other thing is this feeling of being numb to relationships. It sucks, but it's an effect you won't loose that easily I guess. I mean even Adam says he still has it with his wife.

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

or start to give "jobs"

um... NO

 

[Sipyloidea]

um... NO

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

I have no idea, if it is. But the other thing is this feeling of being numb to relationships. It sucks, but it's an effect you won't loose that easily I guess. I mean even Adam says he still has it with his wife.

I had that, too... I was completely numb, completely distant from everything around me, for years. and I do kind of still deal with it today as well. but I don't focus on it.

 

[agresionpower]

um... NO

it will make good money

 

[xforeverxmetalx]

it will make good money

I'm not that desperate

 

[agresionpower]

I'm not that desperate

but you haven't eaten in 36 hours right?
that sounds desperate....

 

[Sipyloidea]

I had that, too... I was completely numb, completely distant from everything around me, for years. and I do kind of still deal with it today as well. but I don't focus on it.

I don't focus on it either. I'm just reminded of it all the time by my environment. Like my dad who let's me feel that he thinks I'm a whore like every second day. And the disrespect of my friends. Worst is still my dad. That was actually why I had the brakedown, when my brother was making a joke that day