250,000 before W:O:A 09!

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anyways...

 

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doing fine, things are finally going like I would want them to go


internetgeek joke

that sounds nice Glad it's finally working out for you! *hugs*

 

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I'm ok! Doing fine, graduated!
Working a lot and choosing if I'll go to another college



yep heaheaheahehahea
big bones... is in the family heaheahehahea
my brother is taller than me and he's 2 years younger

congratz on the graduation

yea, I somehow expected you smaller too, though you've told me your high before But I told you arleady

 

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yep...
but it was a little awkward
everybody became silent when I sat on the table

and on the last day you were waiting for Carcass (I'll see them again in November!)

well, you have never been much on the forum before Wacken. Guess you were a little bit of a stranger

 

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I've been busy...



yep



how is she?

well, you could at least have told you made it home safely But I tried not to worry this time.

Why don't you ask me?

 

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still the same stuff as before WOA?

she has some pains in the back, but besides that I think she's doing fine

how do you know?

 

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is her back getting any better?

hard to say... when she went to the doc. it seemed be be getting better... but by now it seems the same as before again...
but you better ask her tho... I might be her boyfriend but I shouldn't speak for her ofcourse

well, it's cute that you don't want to speak for me :-* You got it pretty right though.

 

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or just wait until she comes online and reads back ;]

here I am

 

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work...
family...
house repair...
relationship...
studies...



I hope that she'll be fine

looks like life's been interesting. Do you feel like talking someday again?

yea, I hope so too. This shit is already going on for too long. But I guess it's the traveling's fault. Going worse each time that I need to go to Ap or back

 

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I am doing really good actually!

I really felt good today, I have a new fake it till you make it goal
and faking it went kinda good!

Anything that works, right?

 

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doel: meer zelfvertrouwen en een beter zelf beeld
fake it: rondlopen alsof ik veel zelfvertrouwen heb, dus hoofd omhoog, blik vooruit en bewust om me heen (bewust rondkijken ipv weg kijken, en niet naar beneden kijken) tieten naar voren en geen sip mondje ofzo

 

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Evening all, we wont make 250k will we

we will try

 

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great, feeling good, for the first time in what feels like ages

damn

 

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everything is just looking a lot better
and I faked looking/feeling/being confident, and that kinda felt good

yea, I think after some time you can really internalise that. And of course people start reacting different on you, if you have a different charisma

 

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˙ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ uoıʇsǝnb

looks Russian.

yea, that's what I was thinking